MY FIRST BADMINTON RACKET

Last two day,
i bought my first badminton racket...
all in white colour...
is really rare to saw a racket with whole white..
and i name it as "faith"...
welcome "faith"as my new "life partner"...
hope i will have a great journey with u...

I really like sport..
quite long time i nvr go for sport..
i alrdy stop taekwondo almost oneyear ...
and nvr go for a run or exercise for quite a long time..
cos after study days..will feel tired.....
anyway this few days,sir got calls me to go bek and train..
somehow i will try to go and train when i am free..

last two days,
bcos long time nvr exercise..
go for a badminton game..
leg suddenly get bit injured...
getting old alrdy..haha

anyway i wish to praise god for everythings i have..
thx for everythings...
in everythings..give thanks...

A nice journey...

..............................................SUN RISE.......................................

Today early morning,go melaka raya to pay the traffic saman....

reach there too early alrdy..

so just take a walk..

long time never being like that alrdy...

last time,when i feel unhappy...i will take a a bus...

go to a famosa..

walking alone...

and feel the beauty and heritage of melaka..

mostly i will climb up the hill..

and make a wish up there..

throw a coin inside the wishing well

take famous cendol...near the red house waterfall there..

acually when u walk by foot..

u can feel melaka is really beautiful..

雨天.彩虹

昨天去了教会...
听了一首雨天彩虹的歌...
心里只觉得很感动...
还没听的时候..
就被歌名吓到了..哈哈...
有点唱不出来...
因为眼泪在我眼里跳着舞哦..

从小我就很喜欢雨天...
因为我喜欢它的味道和清爽的感觉...
还有彩虹的雪糕...
paddle pop...
我的最爱...
不知道..
每一次吃的时候...
都会觉得很开心....
然后会想起一些童年...

小的时候,都会很喜欢色彩的东西....
长大了..
就喜欢上了蓝色...
可能因为天空和海的关系...
最近发觉到开始喜欢上了白色...

小的时候...
每个人都守护着我们...
尤其是家人...
"牵着我们的手,不让我们跌伤..."
长大了..
"他们选择放手,所以我们才会跌伤...
才会觉得痛..."

跌伤的我们...
就要靠我们能不能勇敢地爬起来...

我们就像笼子里的小鸟...
不能永远地呆在笼子里...
我们必须飞出来...
学习成长...

Day

Yerterday just sleep for 2 hour..
cos reach home at 2.30am...
then online for awhile..alrdy 5am...

sleep for 2hour...
7am wake up and go to campus for 7.30am assignment meeting..
then attend marketing class...

after that go to pay for polis trafik saman...
saman for wrong parking area at mmu..==''
just know that saturday only open half day..
so need to wait for comin monday..

after that go to get a formal dress...
for comin monday presentation...
so lucky padini having sales now..till 5 october..
so if anyone there who which to get some formal dress or padini cloth..
can go and take a look the outlet at DP.

Today,spend quite much in formal dress...
salary is going to fly away..haha
Now,i must try to learn financial management and time management..
so that i can manage it wisely in the coming days...

Challenge and Risk

This few days is quite stress for me...
bcos of the exam and result..
everyday is just assignment...
look like really lack of time...
friend keep asking me why i look so busy..
haha..
i also dunno why...

Yesterday having exam at nite...
and i just start my revision on the same day morning...
cos yerterday busy with macro assignment....
quite worried for this paper..
cos is math..
need exercise...not one day can wrap it....
seem my midterm not really get a good mark..
cos tis sem..
almost all the preparation for exam is last minute....
revise on that day..
or at nite before...
anyway at final...
the coming first week of october...
will strive for it..

Just bek from my friend shop....
ya..reach home at 2.30am...quite late
cos exam till 9pm..
then have a drink at molly till 1o smth...
reach home just straightly take a bath..
then go n meet my friend for assignment...
discuss and doing slide for coming monday ,marketing plan presentation...
the last presentation for this sem....
ya..is really tired tis sem...
but anyway i do enjoy the process..
now stress...
but later can have a rest....
jia you everyone!!!

小小的行动,大大的感动...

今天终于踏上了教堂...
其实真的好久没去主日了..
前几次都是突然有事...
才不能去...
今天心里真的有点感动...

去了主日,
就去外婆家...
吃了几口粥的我..
就吃不下了..
可能不太舒服..
胃口也不太好...
刚好外婆煮了药材糖水...
喝下去..
真的觉的好温馨...

今天哥送给我一个小礼物...
一个key chain...
写着jennifer..
还有每个字母的意思...
要找到jenniher真的有点难...
哈哈...
不过其实我内心真的很感动..很开心...
礼物不在于价值...
在于谁送的..和那份心意...
就算是一粒糖....
还是觉得很珍贵....
因为可以收到他的礼物真的很难得...哈哈

Prom Nitez~

Yesterday,attend a UTEM prom night..
At Puteri Resort Ayer Keroh..
my first experience..
haha..not bad...
something like camp fire...

acualy yesterday quite worried for can't attend it...
cos friday night suddenly fall sick..
have a slightly fever..
maybe thursday just sleep for 3 hours..
waiting my leader to send presentation slide to me..
waiting till i fall asleep..
haha..
friday morning feel stress to present it..
cos not enough time to prepare it...

saturday morning..
force myself to attend marketing class...
cos wish to get mark..
although not feeling well..

coming bek staright lay on d bed..
cos relly feel want to faint down alrdy..
eye sight a bit blur n less of energy...
n feel wan to vomit..
just slightly fever..
but look serious condition...

before attend the prom nite..
take a chocolate bar to replace energy..
cos i can't take much food..
will feel wan to vomit..
take doctor medicine..
to maintain my body...
thx god,everythings is going great...n smooth at the prom nite
I and my friend do enjoy the prom nite...
thx to my friend,xin xuan,for giving me tis nice experience..
especially the dancing part...
not bad...
n congrat to her...
as a prom queen that nite...
really look charming..^^
thx to piong too...
for come a good driver that day..
cos she know that i am not in good condition...
scared i driving..haha..

Assignment.....

Yesterday,saw my last sem lecturer...
she said that i lost weight alrdy...
n ask why...
same question goes to some of my friend...
but acualy i nvr keep fit..
maybe tis sem is really busy...
lack of time...everythings did in rushing way...
sleep late...

tis sem,
there is alot of assignment and presentation...
one marketing management subject..
alrdy have 3 presentation,5 assignment....
haven't include another 4 subject....
marketing is out of my expect...
The assignment is really challenging and having many presentation..
like what real marketer is doing now....

Just get info from my friend that..
the current subject we are taking..
is major subject...
and should be taken at 2nd year...
not first year...
but dunno why...
they offer us this sem...
that why all of us feel quite tough...

This sem is the sem which i and my frien..
alwiz miss quite lotz of classes...
just bcos to rush the marketing assignment...
n others..
so this sem not really have time to study..

anyway all of us must keep going...
no matter how tough it will be...
we can do it.....!
There is time for everythings...

情

今天他推了公事谈私事...
情绪不太稳定的他..
只说了几句话...
然后交给我一份东西就走了...

无法拒绝那份东西的我...
只好打开里面的神秘...
一个装满了星星的瓶子...
和纸条...
365个星星...
365个祝福及话语...

无可否认真的充满心思...
但是我只开了一个...也是最后一个...
其余的364个星星...
一点都不想知道里面的短短的讯息...

这份礼物...
如果他不想收回...
那我只好照住他说的..扔掉...

在爱情固执的他..
还是选择等待...
对..
我没有权利去阻止一个人去追求爱情...
也没有权利去阻止一个人去等待...
但我有权利拥有自己的私生活...

再这样下去...
只好朋友都做不成...
因为我不想让复杂,困扰,成为我的生活的伴侣...

其实喜欢一个人...
应该去祝福....
只要对方过得开心就好....
不一定需要拥有...

MizzzzzzzzzZ......

Today early morning,
receive a msg from my best friend,
acually i really feel so happy...
cos this few days realy miss her..
is alrdy long time we nvr have a chat n meet each other...
cos she currently at kl or taiping...
now she is in labor force...
of cos every day will be busy,tired,n stress sometime...
anyway i understand it...
no worried...
Take good care in d busy days,
will alwiz be here for u...
jia you!!!haha...
will meet soon...

别等待

不要再等待没有结果的东西...
不值得你去等待...
不如把时间去追求...
去争取值得你去等待的...

我一旦决定了就不会再改变...
有些事情不是说时间可以改变一切...
有些事情不是用金钱来衡量...
希望你明白....

不是我绝情...
而是有些东西是不能勉强的...
我很清楚自己想要的是什么...
希望你了解...

孤单的夜晚

宁静的夜晚..
突然觉得有点孤单...
回忆在我脑海不停的转动...
回想了以前的好多回忆...
两年前是留给我最多回忆的一年...
2007年...
永远都无法忘记的回忆....
因为它已经深深烙印在我脑海里...

回想起两年前的我以及现在的我...
差别真的好大...
身边的朋友也慢慢地改变了....
两年前的决定和选择..
改变了我的观念及看法...
当时幼稚的我开始成长了...

眼泪在我心里满满地..
流了出来..
外表坚强的我..
也有软弱的时候...

回忆就让它过去吧..
现在的我..
必须向前走....

A Little Sharing

Monday,
teachings at Kumon until 8pm..
skip society workshop and fight for christ conference...
never take off..
cos teaching is part of my job n responsibility..
last week alrdy take an off days...
bcos of exam....

Tuesday,
between society high com selection n fight for christ conference...
i choose to went for d conference...
cos i know will be a great conference...dun wish to mizz d chance..
2day,Billy keep make me feel regret...
for never attend d selection...haha
keep telling me..
they take alot of group photo..
so nice and so fun....
will give me take a look n keep as memory..=.=""

Wed night,
went to St Francis church for a praying...
with two of my friend..
feel blessing that days....
but found out that..
my faith is not enough strong...

tonight,
went to christianity calvary assembly life church...
having a special praying there..
a sharing from pastor David..
an interesting sharing..
that make me keep laughing there...

This few days what i learn is..
prays for people in need and others..
is so blessing compare to pray for ur own....
when u see people around you are having a happy life and get what they want...
same goes to u..
u will feel happy too.....
of cos u need to pray for urself too..haha..

this week is meaningful for me...
cos acually i alrdy one month and 3 week..
for never attend any church praying and mass....
bcos of job prospect n study..responsible n trust...

nowadays tying to spend more time on it....
never accept any job for weekend...
so this Sunday can go for Sunday mass alrdy...
"Keep The Sabbath Day"....
will remember it alwiz......

"责任"不是"负担"

有时因为责任及信任..
把自己搞得好累..
因为责任在身..
不知不觉成为了负担...

当遇到难题时..
会不停地追问自己..
我可以做什么...??
谁可以帮我...??
我该如何开始....???

这几天都在学习"放手"...
放手..真的不容易哦...
因为是一种选择...
但最近发觉到..其实...
有些事情...
从另一个角度去看...
有它的美及好...
但有些事情却论不到我们去放手哦...
因为左右都那么重要....

神永远都不注重成果...
只在乎真心付出的过程...
就把因果交给祂吧....
主会祝福你...

朋友,我门一起加油!!!
别哭了,快要水灾了...哈哈..

有难题可以和我分享哦...
当有人愿意一起承担...
负担自然就能减轻了.....
因为我们是"一家人"...
你知道我在对你说...对吗/?哈..

Best Friends=2 soul in 1 body

yesterday,
after ptptn..
send my best friend to central..
bek to kl..to study..
cos wish to chat with her more..
although is just one hour...
recently quite busy,
so not much time spending wit my friend..

she shares with me her relationship..
between friendship n relationship..
she choose friendship..
can say she is so brave...
in making tis decision...

From this best friend..
get know another best friend is in stress n dilemma..
bcos of study..at kl also..
three of us like connection..
alwiz link 2gether..
feel quite worried about her..
but she msg me..
"i am not ok"but dun worry...
she alwiz like to keep inside d heart...
anyway i wish to tell u tat..
i will alwiz b here for u..
no matter wat happen..
u ar alwiz a winner in my heart..
forever more..
so cheers up!!!^.~

Ptptn

Yesterday,sunday...
is hari bersama ptptn ..
at d early morning,
just found out tat got two part..saksi penjamin
mmu manager forget to sign it..
acually alrdy double check few day ago...
but nvr realise about tat..
is my careless..

heart start to worried..
cos tis small mistake..
will occur big problem..
but just keep telling myself..
be confident with god,
dun be afraid...
i know he will help me...

reach school...
luckily got pegawai can sign it..
just need to pay it..
quite expensive..
rm3 per cop..
guess he earn alot tat day..

get d number of 640..
wa..so long..
suddenly a friend approached me..
n pass a number to me..
3o6..
haha..thx lotz
wait till 4pm..
just reach my turn..
thx god,everythings just going smooth....

''KEEP THE SABBATH DAY"

Monday,
at nite,i start to do my revision..
for coming two paper on wed and thursday...
around 1.45am...
i fall asleep,bcos feel quite sleepy..

suddenly i dream....
i saw a portrait of Jesus appear in front of my sight...
the portrait is keep zooming...
become bigger and clearly...

although i am dreaming...
but that moment i clearly know that i am dreaming ...
n i clearly know what i am doing..
everything is so real...

i telling myself dun be scared...
dun awake first..
i wish to see more..


i watch out a window..
that is a road..
a small road..
like highway...
the building is falling...
the faling stone become higher and higher...


then a man..
a chinese man...
wearing a square spec..
look like a father...

he sit in front of me....
and he telling me.."Keep the Sabbath Day"
and he tells me two number..
18..15...
i am not sure is 15 or 5....
that time i can remember..
but when i awake from dream..
i can't really sure..



dunno what the meaning behind the number...
then i saw Jesus..
he came in front of me..
i can see him clearly...
he is so white..
long hair..
in bit orange and chocolate colour....
he looks young...
in a middle body size...
i only can se his face...
then he sits in front of me...and start praying....
and i awake after that...

The Road Not Taken....

其实前面的道路还很迷糊....
曾经停着脚步...无法勇敢前往....
忙碌的生活让我不停地追问自己....
我到底在寻找些什么...

Complicated...

Today having a drink with my friend..
just to discuss n havin a short meeting for formal things...
now we are still a good friend...
he suddenly apologise to me...
for what he had been before...
and thx me for making him growing up...
can think openly n wisely in some matter....
i am quite shock acually...
but thx god...
he really look different now....

Recently i got a brother in christ..
who really care about me...
he take care of me just like his sister...
that day he share with me that he saw n feels somethings about me..
in his prayed..
i am quite shock and surprise...
when he can really analysis me....
he said is a gift from god to him...

2day,he brings his homemade salad for me to taste..
meet me just wish to pass d salad to me...
can't denied that he is really a good chef...
feel happy to have a good "brother"like him....
but bside the happiness....
i feel worried...

Choice and Path

Tonite,
tears surround in my eye..
a tough choice that need to make...
between shepherd and sheep...

he said,
"i will bring back my sheep when they are lost,
even they are 99 sheep that are waiting for me"....

Is alrdy one year and the half year i spending time with them...
with the same mission..
worship and praising...
just realise that a strong relationship alrdy build between us....
as we are "one family"...

a calling for me....
is time for you to go back....
but my heart keep escape from it....
but the calling is getting stronger and stronger...
i am struggle to take the step..
i know it will be pain for me....

but i need to be strong...
to keep growing...
more like him...