What we should call life??

When i small..
i dunno wat is d real life..
life is so wonderful..
playing,eating n sleeping..

When i 15 years old..
my grandpa is just pass away..
n tat is my first funeral which i attend..
n my dad tat moment just keep silent..
but i noe he pretend to b strong....
n my uncle on d last funeral day..
broke down n cry out..
n i just found out tat a strong man can b weak too..
sometime..some moment..

when small we usually attend birthday party..
when we bcome teenage n adult...
we will start to attend ppl wedding..
when we start getting old..
we will start to attend funeral..
n u will find out tat..
our life start from a smile n end with a tears...

everyone hav different thinking n opinion..
some ppl will think tat life need money..
no money...no happiness..
cos everythings need money..
sometime i agree too..
but if i can choose..
i will choose happiness..
tat no need money to get it..
bcos of tis money term..
ppl start to work hard to get money...
but is it tat is wat we want..
tat is d reason why we living in tis world..
everyone still search 4 their purpose driven life..
but hav u really find it??

Care ppl around u..
tat is many ppl around u..
tat need ur care..
their silent do not mean tat..
they are out of problem..
sometime..somewhere..somehow..
they need caring too..
so care ppl around u..
b4 everythings is too late..

~Keep love alive~

~THROUGH GOD I CAN DO EVERYTHINGS~

I am a kind of a active person..i like a busy days..
a day tat i can feel tat i am getting n i am learning something 2days..
but sometime d busy life really make myself feel tired..
not really enough sleep..
sometime will cause ourselve feel stress or headache..
sometime i am happy wit it...
but sometime i noe tat i not really doing well..
but i still need to going on..
cos this a life which i choose to be..
so just try my best..
This year can say tat is a most busy years...
need to settle goverment documents..
need to havin meeting for assignment..
later need to rush 4 d assignments...
sometime having part time job...
outdoors activities..
later plan to train bek my taekwondo..
cos alrdy stop for half years..
need to keep improve myself in academic...
until now haven do my revision yet...
n exam is coming soon next month..
sometime need to meet up wit friends..
to keep in touch n connection..
This few days just busy wit jobs..assignment..
n drama practise for coming japanese culture nite..

This few days not really have chance to go for outdoor activities like sport..
but maybe this saturday will go for jogging n learning skuash wit friend..
sometime human really need to exercise..
to relieve our stress n make ourselves feel better..
sometime not really have time to go for sport..
so just listen to songs..
to relax ourselves...

everytime when i feel tired...n wish to let go everythings..
n i will just speak inside d heart tat..

THROUGH GOD I CAN DO EVERYTHINGS!!!
COS GOD MAKE ALL THINGS POSSIBLE!!!
So say cheers to life!!!^^

THE RAIN AWAKE ME

Last week,things not really going smmoth...there is many things i lost in a month...just found out tat i lost my home key,i lost my friend pendrive,n the most important things is i lost my spm slip n my sijil spm....i also not sure when i lost it n how i lost it..maybe i put sumwhere else..but i 4get about it..i am kind of blur n careless sumtime...it really make me feel quite moody n kind of little bit stress tat day...n sumtime i will feel myself is quite useless..kind of small things..but can't really doing well..now i just lost something..but hopefully tat i wun lost myself one days.....

Tat day having a heavy rain outside my house.. i go out n help to take off all d clothes..at last my whole body is getting wet..but thx god...the rain awake me..n it give me hope....

Just found out tat lost a sijil spm hav to go police station n make a report..look quite serious..haha..but i haven done it yet..quite nervous acually..cos need to go police station..to make tis kind of report=.=..but i will do it by 2days...so pls dun lost it...cos it really not easy to settle..

MY 20TH BIRTHDAY 26/01/09

This year my birthday is quite special.. cos fall on the first day of chinese new year..hehe..can get double angpau.Already getting old,cos the age alrdy 2?!!!!!=.=This time quite surprise acually..tat day two of my best friend,Ye Lin n Nee come over my house n give surprise to me at d early morning,around 1.15am like that..is counted as 26 alrdy...so both of them is my first guest on tis CNY.Truly to say tat i really get shocked..cos is really unexpected..but i really can feel their sincerity n really get touching by them.Tat day is really hard to get a cake,cos is CNY.I noe they go around 7-11 just to get a cake 4 me..although at last they can't get a cake..but i really feel happy..after that,we hav a short chat at my home.Then around 2 smth,we go to mamak near my house there to havin supper n hav a chat.On d half way.we invite some of our buddy to join us for d supper..n the most surprising is all d buddy wear d same colour shirt..Red shirt..really look 'ONG'!!!haha..tat day,we havin a long chat until 6 smth..really crazy,haha..but we do have fun n hav a nice chat..

Acually i nvr expect any gift on my birthday,just wish to receive a simple wishes..a wishes means everythings..but i do appreaciate all d "heart gift" from all my friends n family...thx guys..

hmm...this year receive a healthy gift from my best friend ,an aroma therapy..haha..cos she hop tat i will hav a good sleep every nite..cos i alwiz sleep late...N i also receive an eye serum from my 5SN best girl team..kaka..cos they noe i alwiz sleep late..n my eye will look like@@.. panda bear..kaka..ya..this things really useful...with this serum..i can alwiz sleep late already..haha...a great gift..^^

AND i wish to thx to my friend from kl..Endy..thx for coming to melaka to visit me on tis CNY..although tat day he got working but still rush to melaka n meet up with me.. Thx 4 celebrate birthday wit me n d nice secret recipe chocolate cake..really appreaciate..thx guy

And of cos thx to mmu cellgroup...haha..thx 4 d nice gathering..thx to my best sis in christ..Shu yi..thx 4 arrange d outing n also d gift..although tat day my birthday is alrdy pass..but thx 4 d surprising birthday song from all d members..really appreaciate!!!^^

oh yup,thx to Meng for d surprising gift..can't expect u will remember it..will take good care d gift..thx a lot..

n thx to my friend Elyse..for d nice red shirt..haha..really look so nice n look so "ONG"..haha..thx gal

n the most important is..thx for all d wishing..really really appreaciate..although is just a msg..but it really make me feel so warm when receive it...thx guys..^.~

MY FIRST CAKE^^22/1/09

This few day really dame busy,so 2day only make a post here.That day went to my friend house to learn how to bake cheese cake.At d early morning,i am late..i rush to her house n reach at 10am..acually promise to reach at 9am..n the PIG feel so worried n curious.thought tat i sesat jalan or wat..called me for many times..but i nvr answer,cos i put silent mode,4get to change it..keke..sorry ya..

Then,we go buy all d ingredient we need at carrefour.After tat,we go bek n do d cake.we bake one big cake n one small cake.This 2 cakes cost around RM40 for d ingredient.

Is quite fun learning to bake cake,cos i got a sifu to teach me n tis is my first time baking cake..hehe..n at last we bake a nice small cake n a horrible big cake...the big cake really look like gunung berapi..too big..until is hard to cook inside..just keep oven n oven..my sifu really put a hard work on it..finally.it look not relly nice..but i tell u the taste is really good...cheese cake with chocolate topping..haha..until my new family member...a dog..haha..also like to eat d cake..kaka..