Choice and Path

Tonite,
tears surround in my eye..
a tough choice that need to make...
between shepherd and sheep...

he said,
"i will bring back my sheep when they are lost,
even they are 99 sheep that are waiting for me"....

Is alrdy one year and the half year i spending time with them...
with the same mission..
worship and praising...
just realise that a strong relationship alrdy build between us....
as we are "one family"...

a calling for me....
is time for you to go back....
but my heart keep escape from it....
but the calling is getting stronger and stronger...
i am struggle to take the step..
i know it will be pain for me....

but i need to be strong...
to keep growing...
more like him...