别等待

不要再等待没有结果的东西...
不值得你去等待...
不如把时间去追求...
去争取值得你去等待的...

我一旦决定了就不会再改变...
有些事情不是说时间可以改变一切...
有些事情不是用金钱来衡量...
希望你明白....

不是我绝情...
而是有些东西是不能勉强的...
我很清楚自己想要的是什么...
希望你了解...

孤单的夜晚

宁静的夜晚..
突然觉得有点孤单...
回忆在我脑海不停的转动...
回想了以前的好多回忆...
两年前是留给我最多回忆的一年...
2007年...
永远都无法忘记的回忆....
因为它已经深深烙印在我脑海里...

回想起两年前的我以及现在的我...
差别真的好大...
身边的朋友也慢慢地改变了....
两年前的决定和选择..
改变了我的观念及看法...
当时幼稚的我开始成长了...

眼泪在我心里满满地..
流了出来..
外表坚强的我..
也有软弱的时候...

回忆就让它过去吧..
现在的我..
必须向前走....

A Little Sharing

Monday,
teachings at Kumon until 8pm..
skip society workshop and fight for christ conference...
never take off..
cos teaching is part of my job n responsibility..
last week alrdy take an off days...
bcos of exam....

Tuesday,
between society high com selection n fight for christ conference...
i choose to went for d conference...
cos i know will be a great conference...dun wish to mizz d chance..
2day,Billy keep make me feel regret...
for never attend d selection...haha
keep telling me..
they take alot of group photo..
so nice and so fun....
will give me take a look n keep as memory..=.=""

Wed night,
went to St Francis church for a praying...
with two of my friend..
feel blessing that days....
but found out that..
my faith is not enough strong...

tonight,
went to christianity calvary assembly life church...
having a special praying there..
a sharing from pastor David..
an interesting sharing..
that make me keep laughing there...

This few days what i learn is..
prays for people in need and others..
is so blessing compare to pray for ur own....
when u see people around you are having a happy life and get what they want...
same goes to u..
u will feel happy too.....
of cos u need to pray for urself too..haha..

this week is meaningful for me...
cos acually i alrdy one month and 3 week..
for never attend any church praying and mass....
bcos of job prospect n study..responsible n trust...

nowadays tying to spend more time on it....
never accept any job for weekend...
so this Sunday can go for Sunday mass alrdy...
"Keep The Sabbath Day"....
will remember it alwiz......

"责任"不是"负担"

有时因为责任及信任..
把自己搞得好累..
因为责任在身..
不知不觉成为了负担...

当遇到难题时..
会不停地追问自己..
我可以做什么...??
谁可以帮我...??
我该如何开始....???

这几天都在学习"放手"...
放手..真的不容易哦...
因为是一种选择...
但最近发觉到..其实...
有些事情...
从另一个角度去看...
有它的美及好...
但有些事情却论不到我们去放手哦...
因为左右都那么重要....

神永远都不注重成果...
只在乎真心付出的过程...
就把因果交给祂吧....
主会祝福你...

朋友,我门一起加油!!!
别哭了,快要水灾了...哈哈..

有难题可以和我分享哦...
当有人愿意一起承担...
负担自然就能减轻了.....
因为我们是"一家人"...
你知道我在对你说...对吗/?哈..

Best Friends=2 soul in 1 body

yesterday,
after ptptn..
send my best friend to central..
bek to kl..to study..
cos wish to chat with her more..
although is just one hour...
recently quite busy,
so not much time spending wit my friend..

she shares with me her relationship..
between friendship n relationship..
she choose friendship..
can say she is so brave...
in making tis decision...

From this best friend..
get know another best friend is in stress n dilemma..
bcos of study..at kl also..
three of us like connection..
alwiz link 2gether..
feel quite worried about her..
but she msg me..
"i am not ok"but dun worry...
she alwiz like to keep inside d heart...
anyway i wish to tell u tat..
i will alwiz b here for u..
no matter wat happen..
u ar alwiz a winner in my heart..
forever more..
so cheers up!!!^.~

Ptptn

Yesterday,sunday...
is hari bersama ptptn ..
at d early morning,
just found out tat got two part..saksi penjamin
mmu manager forget to sign it..
acually alrdy double check few day ago...
but nvr realise about tat..
is my careless..

heart start to worried..
cos tis small mistake..
will occur big problem..
but just keep telling myself..
be confident with god,
dun be afraid...
i know he will help me...

reach school...
luckily got pegawai can sign it..
just need to pay it..
quite expensive..
rm3 per cop..
guess he earn alot tat day..

get d number of 640..
wa..so long..
suddenly a friend approached me..
n pass a number to me..
3o6..
haha..thx lotz
wait till 4pm..
just reach my turn..
thx god,everythings just going smooth....

''KEEP THE SABBATH DAY"

Monday,
at nite,i start to do my revision..
for coming two paper on wed and thursday...
around 1.45am...
i fall asleep,bcos feel quite sleepy..

suddenly i dream....
i saw a portrait of Jesus appear in front of my sight...
the portrait is keep zooming...
become bigger and clearly...

although i am dreaming...
but that moment i clearly know that i am dreaming ...
n i clearly know what i am doing..
everything is so real...

i telling myself dun be scared...
dun awake first..
i wish to see more..


i watch out a window..
that is a road..
a small road..
like highway...
the building is falling...
the faling stone become higher and higher...


then a man..
a chinese man...
wearing a square spec..
look like a father...

he sit in front of me....
and he telling me.."Keep the Sabbath Day"
and he tells me two number..
18..15...
i am not sure is 15 or 5....
that time i can remember..
but when i awake from dream..
i can't really sure..



dunno what the meaning behind the number...
then i saw Jesus..
he came in front of me..
i can see him clearly...
he is so white..
long hair..
in bit orange and chocolate colour....
he looks young...
in a middle body size...
i only can se his face...
then he sits in front of me...and start praying....
and i awake after that...

The Road Not Taken....

其实前面的道路还很迷糊....
曾经停着脚步...无法勇敢前往....
忙碌的生活让我不停地追问自己....
我到底在寻找些什么...

Complicated...

Today having a drink with my friend..
just to discuss n havin a short meeting for formal things...
now we are still a good friend...
he suddenly apologise to me...
for what he had been before...
and thx me for making him growing up...
can think openly n wisely in some matter....
i am quite shock acually...
but thx god...
he really look different now....

Recently i got a brother in christ..
who really care about me...
he take care of me just like his sister...
that day he share with me that he saw n feels somethings about me..
in his prayed..
i am quite shock and surprise...
when he can really analysis me....
he said is a gift from god to him...

2day,he brings his homemade salad for me to taste..
meet me just wish to pass d salad to me...
can't denied that he is really a good chef...
feel happy to have a good "brother"like him....
but bside the happiness....
i feel worried...

Choice and Path

Tonite,
tears surround in my eye..
a tough choice that need to make...
between shepherd and sheep...

he said,
"i will bring back my sheep when they are lost,
even they are 99 sheep that are waiting for me"....

Is alrdy one year and the half year i spending time with them...
with the same mission..
worship and praising...
just realise that a strong relationship alrdy build between us....
as we are "one family"...

a calling for me....
is time for you to go back....
but my heart keep escape from it....
but the calling is getting stronger and stronger...
i am struggle to take the step..
i know it will be pain for me....

but i need to be strong...
to keep growing...
more like him...

My first step-An Honest Sharing

I am not a good person as u know me now....
I have my good and bad...
I hope i can be the real of myself in front of people....
No need to hide another part of me...
Sometime i will feel myself is fact....

Is not easy for me to share inner of myself...
Most of my inner things will keep inside a place called secret....
Is not that i don't wish to share...
but is kind of hard for me to share..

Currently what am i doing???
Nowadays quite busy..
hmm..beside study,
i got work as kumon education centre tutor
and as a chinese basic language home tutor..
weekend sometime will accept some job for sampling project or event...

Currently quite busy,
because everythings come in one shoot..
job prospect getting wide...
study getting tough...
assignment is keep going on.....
and exam is getting challenging....
So as my rest time is getting less...

why i want to work beside study??
because working can get extra income....
can learn somethings new and get experience...
and i feel that i alrdy growing up,
can't always depend on parent...
is time for me to be independent....
and most important is ..you enjoy the process..
when you do somethings you like...u will find happiness satisfaction...

I like a busy lifestyle...
so that my time can use in useful and meaningful way...

Recently because busy with jobs and others,
and i not really spend time with god and pray.....
feel sorry with it...
But i feel proud to have a God who always understand me.....

I have a mission that i haven't done...
A mission for god purpose...
A mission to complete...
Jesus keep remind me about this...
A calling to following....

with others,you can find happiness...
but with god,you can find joy....

Let us hand in hand...

手牵手 Shou Qian ShouHand in Hand词／曲 陶吉吉、王力宏 Lyrics/ Music: David Tao/ Lee Hom

这世界乍看之下有点灰 (蔡琴)
你微笑的脸有些疲惫 (王力宏) 抬起头天空就要亮起来 (许茹芸)
不要放弃你的希望和期待 (孙燕姿)
沙漠中的一滴泪 (周华健／lead、林慧萍／harmony)
化成绿洲的湖水
真心若能被看见梦会实现 (伍思?
手牵手我的朋友 (庾澄庆)
爱永远在你左右(庾澄庆／lead、李心洁／harmony)
不要再恐惧 绝不要放弃 (张信哲／lead、顺子／harmony)
这一切将会度过,因为你和我 才有明天的彩虹 (陶晶莹[一]、吴宗宪[)
手牵手我的朋友 (ENERGY)
爱永远在你左右?(BAD)
这一刻 不要阍诤ε潞竺?(张宇)
这个世界需要嘁坏阈拍?(萧亚轩)
那尘埃不会真的将你打败 (蔡依林)
你将会意外生命的光采 (睫?
风雨过去那一天 (苏芮／harmony、游鸿明／lead)
伤就要停下来
感觉你身边的爱它存在 (鸪担痩ead & harmony)
手牵手我的朋友 (张清芳、芬莩迹痷nison)
爱永栽谀阕笥?(张清芳／harmony、芬莩迹痩ead)
不要再恐惧 绝不要放弃 (周杰伦／lead、张惠妹／harmony)
这一切将会度过(周杰伦／lead、张惠妹／harmony)
因为你和我 才有明天的彩虹 (张惠妹)
我的手 握著温暖的火种 (李玟)
散发一点光和热就看到笑容 (陶吉吉)
手牵手我的朋友 (徐若萱、周渝民、朱孝天／unison)
爱永远在你左右(信团／lead & harmony)
不要再恐惧 绝不要放弃 (TENSION／lead & harmony)
这一切将会度过?(老爹)
因为你和我 才有明天的彩虹 (庾澄庆／lead、彭佳慧／harmony)
手牵手我的朋友
爱永远在你左右
不要再恐惧绝不要放弃
这一切将会度过?
因为你和我 才有明天的彩虹
手牵手我的朋友 (MACHI)
爱永远在你左右(SHE／lead & harmony)
手牵手一起度过?(5566)
爱永远在你左右?(可米小子)
手牵手我的朋友
爱永远 在你左右
不要再恐惧 绝不要放弃
这一切将会度过?牵著我的手 看见明天的彩虹
手牵手 我的朋友 爱永远在你左右?手牵手一起度过?爱永远在你左右
手牵手我的朋友 (陶吉吉、王力宏)

Amazing grace...My favourite song

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.
T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.
Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;'
Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.
The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.
Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.
When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing
God's praiseThan when we've first begun.
Amazing Grace,
how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind,
but now I see.

Jesus love u,just because you are "PERFECT"

What kind of people do you think is perfect???
"People that have good and bad are called "perfect"...
Jesus love you..just because you are "perfect".....

Why good people will go earlier than bad people....
Just because Jesus give them a chance...a time..to make a change...
Jesus died for a Purpose,he always UNDERSTAND us.....

JESUS LOVE U....JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE "PERFECT".....

Thx friend...for let me learn somethings from you today....

ESCAPE

last two days,
one of my guy friend give me a signal that he falls in love in me...
i acually dun expects this things to happen...
i can feel it..
but if can...
i dun wish he speaks out to me...

today he asks me,
why i attrack ppl,
let ppl hav feeling with me...
then at last i reject their love...
is it very fun for girl to make the guy getting hurt in love...

he say is a very pain feeling,
and is not easy to recover...

i wish to say that,
everythings is out of our control,
sometime we don't know,
how we can fall in love with someone...
sometime we can't prevent ppl to fall in love with us...

how u wan to expect me to dun watch your eye when talking to u...
how u expect me to change my voice when talking to u...
n how u wan to expect me to treat u badly...
i wish to say sorry if i make u missunderstanding...
that is not only u will get hurt..
sometime when a girl reject a guy...
they will feel sorry n get hurt too...
so that is nobody wrong in this matter...
love is natural...

Even we can't be a life partner,
we still can be a good friend,
life wun blind without love....
cheers up friend....