忙碌中的分享

最近的我真的睡得很少...
现在发觉到原来睡觉是一件很幸福的事情...
哈哈...
这个月的我真的很忙碌...

本来说好每个主日的服事...
暂时必须停止...
因为星期五晚上抽不到时间去练歌...
那天,去了第一次的练习...
发觉到唱圣歌的时候...
心情是特别的轻松愉快...把烦恼都带走了...
因为这两个星期都会忙着准备JCN DRAMA...
下个星期六就快到了...
这几天晚上都正在练习...
很感谢我MMU 的家人...
哈哈...
因为找了他们帮忙演几个角色...
他们不考虑..一口气就答应了...

这几天的我都不停地在熬夜...
所以咳嗽,感冒了...
这几天声音都变了...
身边朋友的关心...
其实心里充满感动...

明天其实很想到青少年聚会...
但有任务在身...
必须到柔佛一趟...
找主教谈关于探索团契的计划书...
就希望一却都有美好的结局...

分享...

这几天很忙...
应该说这学期吧...哈哈...
那天,我门form了一个小组...
天主教探索团契...
这小组会是我们聚在一起的时候...
但想不到神父想把这小组变成被公认的小组...
神父要把这计划告诉主教...
今天我才赶完这份计划书...
因为我是秘书...
必须参与负责..
下星期可能必须跟神父和主席他们上Johor一趟...
见主教关于此事...

~昨天约了光和他的女友到我的生日派队...
才发觉到原来他根本没有女友...
那时的简讯只是一种欺骗...
不管如何,我了解...
我们还是很好的朋友...

~这星期我会开始为JCN drama 忙碌了...
其实才第一个星期开学...
已经觉得很累,很忙了...
好想好好地休息...
身边的朋友..
不喜欢看到我忙碌...
她们会为我担心...
~你们的关心永远放在心里...^.~

"Heavy @ Overload"

Now at campus...
resting time..waiting for another class...
share abit wat is happen this few day...
sunday just go up to Kl..n meet my best friend there...
have a great time with her...
we go Pavillion n Times Square together...
Having a nice ice cream n tenpanyaki...
First time c ppl cook in front us..
n the chef is so cute..
standby there when we try to take photo...
n the most surprising things is we wearing the same shoes!!!haha...
same shoes+same taste=Best Friend...
~anyway still own her sushi...wait for her to come melaka soon...^.~

This few days is really tired...
Every night the PC accompany me sleeping...
Fall sleep without notice...
Many things need to do n plan...

That day,
Saturday...
having gathering with all self-discovery member(melacan)
We discuss to having a cellgroup...
at last we form a cellgroup..."Discovery cellgroup"
where can check inside the facebook...
God plan is really out of our expectation...
Father suddenly share our cellgroup detail to the bishop...
and he suddenly calls us to make a formal proposal...
n pass up before 25 Jan...
to form our cellgroup become a formal cellgroup...
we really get surprised on it...
cos we just thought to having a small cellgroup for gathering @ sharing...
There is many things that need to discuss in order to complete the proposal...
is really rush...
That day at Old Town,Malim...
i get voting as the "Discovery Fellowship"secretary...
a "heavy" post...
This few days need to having meeting n rush for the proposal...
i am running out of time...
my status is overload now...
going to be exhausted...
anyway i will my best...to keep going....

Beside that,i will start training singing with my friend them in this coming Friday night...
to serve in sunday early mass at church...7am mass...
is time to be serious in serving...
wow...Sunday seem need to wake up early alrdy...@.@

For this coming saturday,
i will having my earlier 21st birthday party,
this is the first time i organised n plan everythings for my birthday party,
put lots of "heart work" inside...
so hope that my friends who receive my invitation can attend it...
come n makan n chat...
from 7pm till 11 smth...
hope u all enjoy it...
is a simple party for us to gather...
is not for me,but for all of us...
ya,can bring extra shirt for swimming too...^.~
c u guys around...

Planning...

Is tired...
This few days just keep thinking n planning...

~Planning for catholic church member gathering n coming cellgroup...
(Tmr evening will be our first gathering,so i can't make it for tmr youth service)

~Planning for this sunday...meet up with Best Friend,Alice

~Planning for february job prospect,february will having promoting projects on weekend...maybe will last for 3month

~Planning for Kumon n home tutor teaching time...next month will having a new student for home tutor...(need to teach basic speaking in chinese...challenging...)

~Planning for next sem schedule...7subject!!! wao...first time taking 7subject in one sem...can't imagine the busyness...

~Planning on how am i going to celebrate my best friend,Ye Lin,21st birthday(19/1) at UPM...

~Planning a time for mmu family n form 5 buddy yearly trip...

~For Mac,that is two camp going on

*"Growing in faith" camp in Port Klang, Selangor-12 till 14 mac (is invited by Sister Claire)
*"Power Youth camp"-16 till 18mac(is studying time,not sure wan skip class or not)

~Planning for coming JCN drama....6 of Feb!!!is getting near...worried

~Is tired...but i do enjoy it...God,strengthen me...

生活只要开心就好

昨晚外婆突然叫我搬去她那里住...
因为她有时在家一个人...
叫我去那里陪她一起住...
顺便可以照顾及陪她聊聊天...
有时候哥回来...
可以和他做伴...
我还在考虑着...

其实我小时候,
偶尔会去她那里住几天...
但大了,
就比较少了...
因为平时都很忙...
只是一个星期去探望一次....
老人家都比较喜欢她们的老家...
人老了自然就会希望有人陪伴...

这几天的我,
都不停地在计划...
不一样的东西...
就算很累...
只要开心就好...^.~

考验...

眼泪掉了...
突然很想哭...
主,是你给我考验太多...
还是我把事情看得太重...
对...
我发觉到从去年,我心开始有点创伤...
因为...
为了维护一个我敬爱的长辈...
我有时必须说谎...
我知道这是不对...
但是我是为了大局着想...
说了出来...
后果不堪设想...
我希望她会反省...
她知道她的行为是不对的...
但她仍然继续...
我只希望她会改变....
期待着...
时间可以证明一切...
~妳的行为会无意中伤害我...
可能你没发觉到...
因为你还在陶醉着...
别让我失去对你的那份爱...
我会放弃你...~

~我累了...哭了就好了...
别担心我...

Self-discovery church camp touching @fun moment

A Little Sharing

That day just bek from Johor...
Msn with my mmu family,Rabbit,for awile...
They just bek from penang one day earlier than me...
They alrdy start to plan the second trip...to Johor...
Rabbit @ Jessy hometown...
so fast...i really get shocked..haha
cos Rabbit say inform @ booke me first...
cos they say i always look busy...
They are so cute...
but date haven confirm yet...

Yesterday chat with my frien for awhile at msn...
it been a long time we nvr chat with each others...
cos she is busy with her study at UM...taking medic...
around one year we nvr keep in touch..
cos i lost her number...
n she dun hav my new number...
Last time we do alwiz give support to each others...
still remember that is a moment she is so down..
bcos of some incident...
at night,she will gives me a call..
she cry inside d phone...
cos she can't falls asleep in darkness...
she feel scared...
i can't meet her,cos her hometown is not melaka...
n i try to comfort her on tat period of moment...
tat period,i alwiz worried about her...
i try to care her more...
n thx god...
from that moment,we bcome a close friend...
yesterday i feel touching...
when she thx me for always be there for her...
tat momnet when she feels hopeless n fell in darkness
support n accompany her all the way....
she need my support...
i wish to thx god for strengthen her...
This weekend maybe will meet up with her n my best frien at kl...
hopefully eveythings will going great...

我背后的故事...

我有五个兄弟姐妹...
在家我排第二...
最大,最小都是男生...
我妈那一边是天主教,而爸那边是佛教,
但是我爸就好像free thinker...
没有什么注重性仰...
可能需要一些时间...

我以前是来自贫穷的家庭...
我还记得那时我还小...
我爸是一名鱼商...
在巴刹打工...
现在还是一样...
在外面有时有做一些小生意...
所以家里都会有鱼或海鲜吃...
他是一名有责任感的员工...
不曾换过工...
不管生病,小雨...
他还是会骑着摩多车去打工...
还记得小时候,
我妈会带我和我哥一起塔巴士到教堂去...
因为那时候我们没有能力买车...
但那时候我还小...
每次塔巴士的时候都会很开心...
因为好像去旅行那样...
到不同地方去...

我小时候很喜欢和我哥做比较...
在学业...
及课外活动...
因为他在我心目中是很棒的...
我很想感谢他...
因为他,激发了我...

我还记得从小很坏蛋...
偷东西,作弊,打架,参加黑社会,...
样样都有我的份...
因为我小时候喜欢和男生做朋友...
交了一些损友...
但是我的学业还算不错的...
我是培二生...
从最后一班...
爬到第二班...
还记得五年级,
是我第一次得到第一名...
这一切我要感谢郑雅荷老师...
是她...
不曾放弃我...
过后我就从第三班换去第二班...
从小,我国语就很好...
我很喜欢国语...
当时我的国语成绩是全班三名以内...
这我要感谢TAY SWEE YONG 老师...
她教我很多年...从她身上学了很多...
那是进了第二班,
感觉是不好受的...
在班上很多不同性格的人...
考试纸一派来..
就有人来比较成绩...
那时我记得国语得到94 分,班上最高...
我写了一片很好的文章,
我的爸爸...
我写了他如何辛苦打工把我养大...
老师被我这文章打动了...
然后在班上和同学们分享...
另一个得到92分...
她就很不满意地检查我的考卷...
查出我的错误...
因为平常在第二班都是她最高...
培二以前是名校...
因为我是新人...
都会被一些人欺负...

我记得小时候很努力读书...
因为亲戚很喜欢拿我的成绩和他们的孩子做比较...
然后会做出批评...
他们的孩子都很聪明...
当时我很努力地证明给他们看...
虽然我的父母不是专业人士...
我还是能考到很好成绩...

在UPSR,我考到5科A,2科C,
当时我和姑姑还有表妹一起住...
一年...
因为我家人搬去了我们的第一间家...
就是我现在住的家...
去学校交通不便...
因为培二在城市...
我要感谢我的姑姑...
她从以前到现在都很照顾我...
小时候,她就很喜欢带我一起去旅行...
而且她还教我一些数学题....
那时她还特意去买我最喜欢吃的西瓜...
来奖赏我...

我爸那时候就到处去巴刹炫耀...
关于我的成绩...
爸爸应该很高兴吧...
那时候我也很高兴...
因为让我爸感到光荣...
这一切荣耀,我要归给我的主耶稣...
是祂,
陪我一起去考场...
听我的祈祷...
帮助我...
成为我的依靠者...
他是我的一切...
没有他,我什么都不是...

Self-discovery church camp

昨天晚上才到家...
发觉到家里多了一辆车,
原来那就是我们家的新车...
深蓝色的Viva Elite...
现在家里多了一辆车...
当然也方便多了...
但是家里开销也会跟随增加...

这七天六夜的生活营...
真的很棒!!!
它让我感觉到...
我长大了...
我改变了...
学会了信任,
谦虚,
彼此相爱,
及提升了我的自信...
我的疑问...
一一被解答了...
主的安排...
也是主的旨意...

在第二天,
去了柔佛一日游....
去了很多地方,
让我倒立看人生...

在这"自我探索"的营会...
玩了一些游戏...
一个是朦眼...
当时修女要三个人当盲人...
她说谁承认自己是白痴,单纯,笨蛋的请出来...
而我和两男就自愿出来了...
朋友都傻眼了...
我们既然有勇气站出来...
游戏完毕后...
修女给了我们三个人一份礼物..
美丽的蜡烛...
因为我们的谦卑...
身为主的门徒必须如此...

还有两个游戏...
暂时不想分享先..
哈哈...
迟些就会知道...

这个营会...
让我发觉到...
有些人外表看起来很好...
但其实心里是很空虚的...
缺少了关心几爱心...
有三个人和我分享关于他们家的问题...
发觉到富有的家庭...
也有他们的问题...
没有人的生活是完美的....
当我们的心是空虚的时候...
主会来填补它...

A Little Sharing

Yesterday,i can't fall asleep...
after online,acually is quite tired...
but need to go n pack my things...
cos haven packing my stuff yet..
7days camp...
quite long...
lots of clothes to brings..
but acually i really can't wait to discover this camp..

Yesterday sleep at 3 somethings...
2day wake up at 6 somethings..
cos got somethings to do...
just now stop by terence shop...
to pass him shu yin birthday gift...
n "da bao"nasi lemak for my family too...
The gift is share by mmu family...
n the gift is choose by me..
haha..i am sure she will like it...
terence family was so friendly...
they are so happy when i go to their shop...
His big sis wish me happy new year n make a cup of hot milo for me...
n his dad asking me why i did not join them for the trip...
before left,i wish them happy new year..like chinese new year alrdy...haha
n his mum call me to come again...
next time,i really dun dare to go again..haha...

Today,they will depart to penang at 10.30am...
n i will depart to johor at 11.30am...
Wish them have a happy holidays...
n wish some of u happy studying...
n some of u happy holidays too^.~...
gonna go now...depart soon..