云顶 （23/2-25/2）

那天和中五朋友去了云顶，
这次其实只想大家聚在一起。。。
吃喝玩乐。。。
因为我们也有一段时间没有一起游玩了。。。
我们没有玩OUTDOOR 或INDOOR GAME。。。
只是玩POOL,保龄球，喝红酒然后i玩牌。。。
还有去赌场看看。。。
试玩一阵子。。。
在赌场你可以看见各种各样性格的人类·。。。
赌博只能玩。。。
却不能上瘾。。。

那天去见了几位云顶要好的朋友。。。
和他们共用早餐和到KL RAWANG 吃晚餐。。。
WEI LI 是我以前的同事，
也是我蛮好的朋友。。。
每一次上云顶，
我们都会约在一起用餐。。。
分享最近彼此的情况。。。

她换去新的部门。。。
CASINO MARKETING。。。
是我之前有想过到那儿学习工作的部门。。。
但是从她的分享。。。
感觉到这工作满压力。。。
而却放工的时间不定。。。
有时必须工作十二个小时。。。
然后有很多“政治“问题。。。
虽然薪水比其它部门来的高。。。

而我和她分享新加坡工作机会。。。
MARINA SAND BAY。。。
那里工作机会很多。。。
薪水也不错，
只是必须考虑的是那里的生活费。。。
他们还需要两千位员工。。。
因为朋友想辞职换工。。。

然后发现到最近朋友的思想有点改变，
是因为生活压力的关系。。。
愿主祝福她～

Flying Without Wings

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

[Mark:]
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

[Shane:]
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

[Mark:]
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

[Shane:]
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends

[Mark:]
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

离你最远的人， 也许就是最靠近你的人。。。

"冒险"。。。

最近在冒着险。。。

一切来自于信任。。。

现在终于明白什么是商场。。。

当你接触越多种人时，

你会看见这“社会”。。。

这世界最恐怖的是人类。。。～

成功。。。

梦想。。。

一个人成功的定义是什么。。。

我。。。

暂时是毕业。。。

大学毕业就是我的梦想。。。

那一刻，

也许是家人期待的一刻。。。

毕业，

也许对一些人来说。。。

是一件很平凡的事。。。

但对我而言。。。

是对自己的一个承诺。。。

从小的承诺。。。

能不能毕业。。。

很难说。。。

希望今年一切是顺利的。。。

最近的心情。。。

就好像股票一样，

起伏不定。。。

面对无法预测的挑战。。。

时间。。。

我快乐吗。。。

暂时不算吧。。。

心情有很多说不出的话语。。。

有时，

发觉到。。。

离你最远的人，

也许就是最靠近你的人。。。

一个人，

心情最低落的时候。。。

是当，

越靠近你的人，

却不是最了解你的人。。。

BIBLE VERSES PHOTO SHOOTING 5/3

At 5/3,
We having photo shooting,
around Melaka Red House and St Francis Church...
and what is special with this event is...
All d photo captured will based on Bible Verses...
Bible is always our Good News....~

Our main objective for this,
Bible Verses Photo Shooting,
is to spread the "Good News"....
to people and youngster around us...~

Bible Verses Photo Shooting by HuBoon^^
More info,can view his blog....
http://j3bcreative.blogspot.com

Bible Verses Photo Shooting by George Lai^^
More info,can view his blog....
http://gd5-photography.blogspot.com

Bible Verses Photo Shooting by Jenniher@CDF^^
More info,can view my blog....
private n confidential XD

Bible Verses Photo Shooting by Justina Lee^^
This Photo album is creative...
all is capture naturally without acting...
great job!^.~

Although some of our CDF member can't make it...
because of exam,
assignment and some is working...
We still manage to have a great time while shooting~

Specially Thanks to five person who first time join us...
and give a helping hands...
Our three great photographer...
William,George and HuBoon...
and our model of the days...
ShuChin and Angeline..^.~
and of cos wun forget our CDF members...^^

Our photo outcome is great...
Everyone is appreaciate and praising all of d album~
Great shooting and great acts guys~^^
thanks God for d  blessing~
That is the days that the Lord has made!^^

365 days of LOVE~Days 15 till 28

Oops...is only 20++....
written wrong on an envelope alrdy=.=...XD
blur again~

wow...
guess wat i did...
hmm....

~Tat day go n servis d car...
meet the car servis owner mum....
a grandma....
suddenly chat with me about religion....
she say she is a buddhist...
got ppl ask her to believe in Jesus...
but she refused...

she say tat....
she scared if one day kena"dirty"thIngs...
christian cannot help...
But buddhist very easy...
give money and 八字...
then the sami will pray for u..
everythings will be find...

of cos i do explain to her....
acually christian just need to pray it...
n d prayer is alrdy enough strong...
i noe few father tat good in tis..
n i got a portugis language prayer...
tat strong in tis~
anyone need it...
can let me noe^^
at last the grandma understand bout this...~
anyway we hav a good chat...

~Having photo shooting with church members n friends,
to spread the good news...

~Treat my friend a dinner at mmu corner
b4 japanese drama training...

~Share with two of my friend...
regarding FYP tips that i gain in a special lecture...

~Pray heartly for my friends n people who are in need....

~Be a good listener to my friends n cheers them up...

~Accidentally share about God love and own testimony with japanese drama commitee...
when we having preparation at nite on friday....

~Treat my activity division head a cup of chocolate blended who busy there....
after having lunch wit others drama member at Dynasty Cafe...

~Give best wishes for my friend who havin exam...

~Invite my Utem friends and my mum to Japanase Culture Nite....
for God say "wat u give is wat u receive"...
i wish to add that "what i have is wat i share^^...
God blessing for tat~

~Pray for JCN event on that day

+GOD BLESSING in return....

~Activity Head treat all of us a Sundae Cone after d JCN event...^^

~Get a best result ever for my last sem with God blessing n others praying...^^

~JCN event successfully ending with praising from Japanese advisor...^^

~My church member,also my senior,send me their FYP copy as a reference for me...^^

~Havin a good FYP supervisor...^^

~Praise from  church members n others friends for d amazing shooting outcomes....thanks God for sending nice models n Pro photographers^^

~This is my second report card,
my teacher say i alrdy more than enoughXD...
but anyway i still need to improve n learn from her...^.~
She is awesome=)

Can i LET GO...

Just now view my friend blog...

i am truly surprised with her new post...

the word let go...

is the post tat i wish to write today...

try to be...

anythings tat i had lost...

i wan myself bek....

I really feel tired sumtime...

I really wish to let go...

Can i?

I hope i wun...

but pls forgive me...

If i really decide to put off...

I no need any high position...

I no need any high status....

I no need any confirmation...

I am really willing to let go any status n position...

I no need all this...

Anyone,

can alwiz take it...

Dun put any high expectation on me...

i am human...

just like who u are...

I'm a simple one...

I'm not a perfectionist...

but i will try my best in everythings....

I am learning...

n i am growing too...

This moment....

i really tired wit all this...

can i just let go...

tightly and hurt yourself badly with the thorns on it...

as it's not God's will...

一个袮，一个我。。。

18/3/11
2.45pm
听着一些歌曲。。。。
让我得到一些写歌词的灵感。。。
2.45pm终于 写下了第一首歌词。。。
完成了给主其中的一个承诺。。
ADRIAN 师傅。。。
终于有机会编曲了XD

当我有恐惧面对黑暗的角落。。。
主，
我背后还有你。。。
主，
我有你陪我度过。。。

为了你，
就算微笑带着疲惫，
我也不会躲。。。

认定这一辈子的承诺。。。
一个袮，
一个我，
抬起头，
天空就会为我亮起来。。。

因你，
明天会更好。。。

My Life Update

This sem is short sem...
so everything is in rush...
is only two month time...

this sem i only taking 2 subject...
one is final year project 1...
another is business information system...
tuesday n friday i dun hav class acually...
n others day is 2 hours class per day...
my timetable is look like quite free...
but acually is pack too...
bcos of FYP n assignment...

FYP...
not really easy...
really no idea for it...
now just keep finding journal...
make appointment with supervisor...
later need to do survey n research...
Ya,
now i'm officially a final year student...~

Recently just busy with japanese event...
every nite will be at campus...
do preparation for coming japanese nite...
this cumin saturday nite,
Hope u guys can come n support...

there will b alot of performance going on...
do invite church member to do performance too^^...
for michael jackson dance n seksafon musician...
trust me,
this two performance will be amazing...
of cos we do have tradisional dance,band,modelling,lucky draw,judo...
n also drama...^^

this year i never take part in drama,
just guide them and help out...
cos i will be responsible for activity planning tat nite...
mostly will be at backstage...
with walkie talkie...
communicate with frontage ppl...

this friday nite maybe be will overnite at campus...@@"".
cos rehearsal start at 12am midnight...
i need to be there...
mostly will end at 2am...
so guess will overnite there...
hopefully overall activity...
sound system,
lighting system...
everythings will going smooth...

Ya,
this sem is stressful...
many things in consideration...
n still hold on...
running with time...
now acually at campus lab...
waiting for my 4pm class...

For internship...
mostly will be at melaka or kl...
confirmation by company is alrdy been made earlier...
just d location...
is whether melaka or KL...
of cos if around melaka better...
anyway,let god decide it...
i will try prepared myself well...

Anyway,
hope everyone doing well there...
no matter wat happen,
we must keep going...
let us cheers up 2gether...
although is look tough in tis moment~
we must act...
although we dunno the ending...

我为了什么？

最近真的很奇怪。。。
不知道为什么到哪里。。。
都会无意中谈起了宗教。。。
这迟一点再和你们分享。。。

真理。。。
这两个字。。。
这几天我都在想着。。。

挣扎的心。。。
最近都围绕着我。。。
其实我可以不选择挣扎。。。
但我们必须清楚知道。。。
我为了什么？

时间加倍得紧。。。
责任加倍得重。。。
挣扎的心。。。
让我学会改变。。。
坚强。。。

心灵告诉我.。。。
今年会发生很多事情。。。
我必须好好预备自己。。。
最近的日本地震·。。。
让我回想了很多东西。。。

“不管周围的人明不明白你在做些什么,
最重要你清楚知道，
一切是值得的。。。”

My PromiseTo God....

This few days,
alot of challenges coming...
one shot...
n another shot...

This moment...
i just need to be still n strong...
there is alwiz a good n bad times...

Today d heart is getting injured...
but i noe it will recover soon...
It awake me someThings....
The word "Be true"...

Many ppl around me look like not really doing good...
somethings happen in their life....
sadness is what i feel this moment of times...
I wish to make a prayer...
but dunno how should i pray...

I open the bible,
and God show me this...
“救援之恩完全属于上主，
愿你的百姓受袮的降福!" (咏3：9）
This is the word of the Lord...

Today is wat day~

2days is a complicated days...
Love topic...
guess everyone go through...

but just dun understand why all happen today...
n also some others complicated stuff...

2day i get noe someone never really give me up...
i thought he understand...
cos alrdy very direct way...
but guess ppl around is support him...
so again he being like b4...

How i 'm going to response....
he belive tat praying can make my feeling change...
he hope tat one day my feeling toward Him will b different...
hmm...tis kind of things is hard to say...
but i am sure he is not d one...
although we are same religion...
but of cos,
God will answer our prayer~

nvr expect at nite...
one of my genting buddy...
a kl friend....
a malay...
confess his feeling to me...

wish to say thank, for telling me...
at least he feeling good now...
thanks for his understanding...
n just noe he do view my blog...
for quite a long time alrdy...
thanks for ur appreaciation for some post...
get surprised to noe tat he noe how to read chinese too...
haha...
luckily never talk bad about u...XD
We still a good friend~

hmm...
n smth wish to post out here...
for someone to noe tat...
"I hope i am not d one...
we are alwiz a very good friend...
appreaciate someone tat alwiz be wit u there...
we are a very great friend,
but not more than tat...

2day,
share to here...
is time to hav a rest...
tis few days skin n eye bit sensitive...
just c doctor 2day...
so need to take medicine...
guess need to sleep earlier...

so GOOD Nite all...
thanks for all d caring...
I will try to sleep earlier^.~
No worried...
God bless~

睡眠

这几天连续凌晨四点睡.。。。
很糟糕。。。
皮肤开始敏感。。。干燥。。。
 眼睛这几天很不舒服。。。
红眼。。。
也许不够睡眠。。。
及长时间对电脑。。。

最近也睡得不太好。。。
睡了一半会醒来。。。
也许身体在休息状况。。。
但头脑还在思想范围。。。

最近需要处理的事情可多。。。
我差不多每一天都在开会。。。
很多东西要计划。。。
要安排。。。

今天朋友看到我的眼睛。。。
问我还可以驾驶吗。。。
有点担心我。。。
看起来不在状况。。。

我会尽量提早睡。。。
不过这个月真的有点难。。。
不过还是要说，
谢谢你们的关心。。。
我会加油。。。
我在努力着。。。

+～+365 DAYS OF LOVE+～+成绩单XD

已经两个星期了。。。
我做了些什么。。。？？？
忘记是对的。。。
这表示我不求任何回报。。。XD

但是第一天我特别记得。。。XD
送了心灵知己两罐BRAND鸡精。。。
写了爱心纸条。。。
朋友考试时期。。。
肯定会熬夜。。。
这是为她加油～
第一天就从你开始。。。
生命影响生命。。。^^XD

和教友，NELSON,MSN。。。
给予他工作的意见及他有兴趣的工作资料。。。^^
+约了我拍他将来制作的短片。。。
也许我们有共同的兴趣。。。

安慰一位在JOHOR求学的教友。。。
鼓励他继续为主服务。。。
他把心里不能告诉的秘密和我分享。。。
感谢主让我聆听他的心声。。。
和他分担他的忧愁。。。
+他与我分享许多为主服务的心态。。。
从他身上看见了“爱”。。。

鼓励我的妹妹参加摄影比赛。。。
自导她如何参与。。。
也帮她拉票。。。
“这应该也算是一份爱吧”XD

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所以就帮我按LIKE 吧XD^^ 


和我的MACHI喝茶。。。
顺便载他到巴士站。。。
+上了巴士的他。。。
传了一封讯息给我。。。
"thanks and GOD BLESS"。。。

他开始常用这句话。。。
每一次和他喝茶。。。
会无意中谈到我的主。。。
我相信终有一天他会‘看见’。。。


和中五朋友到云顶去旅行。。。
无意中和我一位好朋友在房里谈了关于我的宗教。。。
这好像也是第一次她开始认识我的主。。。


朋友遇上了婚姻问题。。。
和朋友分享。。。
其实宗教在婚姻是很重要的。。。
其实在圣经里面有提到关于伴侣。。。
婚姻，丈夫及妻子的责任。。。
圣经其实是无价的。。。
其实每个人都能拥有圣经。。。

在云顶，
买了一片peanut butter waffle 给好友。。。
因为她忙着赶assignment。。。
我想她应该也饿了。。。

当天晚上，
和云顶朋友到RAWANG TESCO走走。。。
也不忘买了APPLE TWIST 和 SAUSAGE 面包。。。
给一班朋友当宵夜^^

第二天清晨。。。
迟起的好友来不及吃早餐就出发了。。。
在回去的休息站。。。
买了面包雪糕给她当早餐^^

在campus约见了rabbit。。。
和我谈了心事。。。
最近和他一样忙碌和心情低落的我们。。。
互相鼓励对方。。。
也许这就是成长过程。。。

这暂时是我两个星期的“成绩单”。。。
我想必须交给我老师看。。。
看她为我打几分。。。XD

《救主之家》15/2

那天去了救主之家。。。
修女sister Jane 的邀请。。。
每个人各自带了食物过去。。。
我炸了心形nugget过去。。。
哈哈。。。
小孩子应该比较喜欢吃这些吧。。。

和小朋友一起聚一聚。。。
荡秋千。。。
拍照。。。
感觉自己也回去了童年。。。
因为小时候的我。。。
都会常到家里附近的草场嬉戏。。。
烦恼也因此消失。。。

当天其实小孩也希望我们能逗留晚点。。。
但因为第二天有考试。。。
所以没办法。。。
我们只好陪他们到五点就回去了。。。

不过当天是非常有意义的一天。。。
小孩子是那么得纯真。。。
和他们在一起。。。
可以忘了自己是谁。。。

《救主之家》永远开门欢迎你们。。。
小孩们也一样期待你们的到来。。。

夜空灑满了星星,但几颗会落地。。。

夜空灑满了星星。。。
但几颗会落地。。。
对不起。。。
我没捉紧你。。。
多的是。。。
你不知道的事。。。～

最近心跳有点脆弱。。。
是受伤了吗。。。
还是累了。。。

很想放下一切。。。
很想放下身上挂上的责任。。。

踏上了这一步。。。
遇到了阻碍。。。
我回头看。。。
问了自己。。。
我为何会决定踏上第一步。。。
起点永远是我的推动力。。。

看不清终点。。。
旅程其实还很遥远。。。
背着的背包。。。
开始 沉重了。。。
我何时能把它放下。。。

相信自己会到达终点。。。
“People judge by outward appearance,
but the Lords looks at the heart"...