会议

今天本来已经打算要去青少年聚会...
但突然受到了朋友的讯息...
说迟点可以见面谈关于报章的发布会...
因为他有认识报馆的人...
所以约了他出来谈...
就因为这样,
所以就没去教会...

刚才,也刚从教会回来...
和主席谈了一些关于camp的事情...
发觉到搞活动真的很有挑战性...
真的需要足够的信心...
需要彼此的信任,扶持,及体谅...
很欣赏主席的委生....
只因他有一个愿意的心...
为神办事...

忙碌的生活

这两天因为网络有问题...
所以就没上网...
这几天都过得很累...
所以就比平时早睡了....

这几天都是忙着开会,教书,及上课...
开会是为了预备将来临的儿童成长营(GUC camp)..
是性教育及品格塑造课程...
这次的营会都必须仔细地计划...
以免有损失或问题的出现...

前天才知道,这个月有一张midterm test...
会在二十四号晚上...
当晚将是营会的结业礼...
希望会改期,
不然当天就会缺少很多人手...
所以这个学期考试都必须提早准备...

昨天拒绝了...
为来临的圣诞节...
负责在设计及布置方面...
我心里其实很内疚...
因为当是考虑了很多...
尤其是时间方面...
及各人计划方面....
好像把主排到最后....
对,我希望我能把握每一个机会...
但我知道我的能力却有限...

每一次,
都很喜欢对自己说...
"GOD,I KNOW U ALWAYS UNDERSTAND ME"
哈哈

Footprints

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:

"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:

"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

written by Carolyn Joyce Carty

新生命3-心灵医治

当晚,
是心灵医治的时候...
很多人在那里呼喊....
"耶稣救我...!!!"
"我的孩子..!!!"
"不要"...!!!
很多人在痛哭一场...
其实他们很清楚自己在做什么...
只是被聖灵充满...
聖灵在他们身上运行..
来医治他们心灵的创伤....

他们的呼喊声...
再次提醒我梦见的世界末日...
当时很暗....
人们不听地呼喊...
在那里痛哭...
那时的我好害怕...
好害怕没被拣选...
因为我们都是罪人...
在担心身边的人...
那些还没信主的人...
他们会得救吗...???

在梦中醒来的我....
身体不停地在抖..
你可以想象多么的恐怖..
那中恐惧感...
可以导致我发抖....
这可是我第一次经验...
那时我傻了一会儿...
掉了眼泪...
静静地在床上检讨自己..
很后悔自己没有传过福音...

有一次在小组分享...
才知道原来有一位朋友和我发同一个梦....
这个梦是多么的真实...
其实它带来了讯息....

新生命2

第一天,
我被派到一个小组去分享及讨论...
很特别的是神安排我在一个真的是"新生命"的小组..
第八组...

我的组员总共有六人...
全都是klueng的人,
才信主不久...
而他们都是成年人..
而我是最小的...
但却是"老将"...

我突然好像在带领一群绵羊....
因为他们都是新教徒...
有些他们在怀疑主的真实....
有些对自己的舌音产生怀疑...
有些对神还不肯定...
虽然我是"老将"...
但在灵命方面,
我还是"新手"...
我的灵命还需要不停地成长...
但这却是我第一次给长辈...
对主的肯定...

在分享过程,
学习了不少...
发觉到其实世界上真的有很多受过创伤的人....
表面看起来很好...
其实心灵已经是受伤了...
比起他们,其实我们真的是很幸福了....

新生命"REBORN"

That days,i went to a camp at Kluang,Johor...
for 3days 2night...
just bek today...
miss that place-canossian convent..
a peaceful place...
and the people there...
are so friendly...
just like heaven...

yesterday,
there is a section..
confession...
i went for the confession,
it been two years i never went to confess my sins,
cos i know,everytime i will only confess my lightly sin..
others i will keep inside d heart and will not confess to the father...
but before i go to the camp...
i already promise to jesus..
before i reach my 21 years old
i will confess all the sins that i dun dare to confess it in my whole life...
yesterday,
for the first time,
i broke down in front the father...
i cry out...
that is a inner things that i share with him...
i dunno how i gonna to solve it..
cos it seem a big test for me...
a heavy burden...

i tell him...
"father,
i can't..."

and the father say,
"yes,u can't..cos you are a human.Not everythings can done by one person,but Jesus can.."(in chinese)

Now we are already an adult,there are many things that we need to take for the first step,we need to take the right choice....and make the right decision...

I am no more a child...

其实我在乎...

昨晚,好朋友从UPM传了一封讯息...
向我求救...
紧张的我连忙打通电话给她...
原来她在面对感情的问题...
但她的看起来很严重....

因为她刚认识的学长...
才一个星期...
就对她很热情...
每天都传讯息给她...
问她吃饱了没有..在做什么...
然后晚上还到她的宿舍找她聊天...
让她觉得有点害怕及不对劲...
觉得她是同志...
让她也开始怀疑她自己...
我还很不认真地对她说...
"等待你下一局的故事"..哈哈
把她气死....

刚才晚上,
她才到达马六甲...
就必须和我们去outing...
看起来很累的她...
其实我心里面藏着一份感动...
因为她知道我今天早上就会到 kluang,johor去
大概星期天才回来...
所以唯一今天可以见面...
因为她星期天就会回去...
所以她就选了今天见面...

刚才和她们去看"sorority raw"...
很恐怖..但真的很赞...
值得去看哦...

留言:~很高兴今天outing有daryl的加入...
~改次不要忘了为你的电话充电哦,刚才我和你妈满担心你的,因为打不通,怕你被拐掉...
哈哈
~其实我还是很关心你的...别为这事情烦了,为你来临的考试加油吧!!!
~今天真的很感动...谢哦!^.~

好吧,就分享到这里...
好友劝我早点睡哦...
因为今早必须早起床出发了...
所以..晚安哦...@.@

累了...

今天收到了一封讯息....
是一位要好的马来朋友传来的...
他是KL人..
是以前在云顶打工时认识的朋友...
其实我们一直以来都有联络...
只是偶尔有问候对方...

但是他今天却传了一封讯息向我告白....
其实我没有感到惊讶...
因为我很早就感觉到了....
但却不希望他说出口...
因为我不喜欢面对这种场面....

我没有打算回他....
因为他自己也应该知道结果吧...
是不可能的事情....
今天读了朋友的部落格..
她说没有答案,也是一种答案...
哈哈...
很赞哦!!!
所以我的不回复,也是一种答案吧...哈XD...
希望他收到....

~不想再为感情的事情烦了...
真的很累...~

其实还有另一个感情的故事要分享...
但是...
我不想我的部落格装满"情"...
哈哈...
你们看了也会觉得烦吧....
所以改天有机会再分享吧...

我们是"友情",还是错过了的"爱情".....

那天,星期三..
在准备明天最后的冲刺....
收到了一封讯息...
就是那时在我生日时送我电话的朋友...
一位对我很好的朋友...
大概半年没有见面及联络的我门...
因为彼此都很忙碌吧....
突然告诉我他有女友了...
收到那封讯息的我,
不知该如何回复...
可能觉得有点突然吧....
那时的我应该觉得很开心才对...
因为他终于找到属于自己的幸福了...
但当时的我却不是如此...
其实有点伤感...
开始怀疑自己的感觉...
但我还是回复了他...
那可能就是我们最后的一封讯息....

~朋友,我永远祝福你....~

Mooncake festival~中秋晚会~4/10/09

That days,
organise a small mooncakes gathering with study group and coursemate...
after count how many people is going to join..
go and get some tanglung and mooncakes at last minute...
buy a box of "麦可思"mooncakes...
heard my friend say this mooncakes have kind of special taste...
they are so happy knowing about that...
so ngam,they just talk about this mooncakes...
acually plan to celebrate at mmu campus...
then at last minute,
one of our buddy,Terence, invite us to his shop and makan...
so all of us move there and celebrate...
we have an enjoyable moment that day..
although is study week...
haha...
that is the first time i celebrate mooncakes festival with friends...

~My Mission~

Recently never update my blog..
cos last two weeks is study week...
having exam in 2 weeks time...
that is many things that i wish to share...

hmm,what i will do in this two weeks holidays...

1. working(teaching)
2. preparation for GUC camp(growing up camp)
   
3. attend a church camp"新生命"mean "reborn"at Johor-16/10 till 18/10(coming weekend)
4. build a christianity blog or website(my first mission),is a god purpose,i have delay it for a long time
5. build my first internet business website or blog
6. prepare myself for 3rd sem ,next sem i wish to aim for "Dean list"-cgpa 3.67,seem that from beginning till now i just aim for pass,from foundation till Beta 1st sem,my Cgpa just maintain 3.20,haha,every sem just d same,but this sem i dun dare to see the result,the exam seem hard for us..everyone is struggle for this exam...anyway keep going guys!!!cos everyone can make a change
   

疯狂的一天

昨天是最后一张paper了...
早上考试时又来了地震...
这是第二次了...

朋友约了去gogo唱k...
庆祝考试完毕....
但没跟去..
因为有点事情,而且这两个星期平均只睡两个小时...
想回家好好休息..

考试时期跟朋友一班..study group..
在campus从早到晚啃书...
哈哈..
连我妈都怀疑我...
是去玩还是读书..
因为每天平均凌晨两点才回到家...

但晚上和他们去了sakura house..
吃sushi...哈..
突然心血来潮..
约了朋友去"情人桥"...
躺在桥上一会儿...
望着一片蓝蓝的天空...
闪亮的星星...
听着海浪的旋律...
吹着温柔的海风...
好怀念这种感觉...

回家路程中...
疯狂的我建议去看半夜场...
而心血来潮的他们就一口答应了...哈
我们看了一部韩国戏..."CHAW"...
觉的还满不错的...
哈哈..
"CREATURE"eat human...哈哈...
当晚也刚好碰巧教会朋友...eric,lex,khim,and vincent...
原来他们也去看半夜场哦..哈

"战场"与地震

今天是第一天进入"战场"...
第一天就必须打两场战了...
今天的考试就靠着咖啡提神了...
其实还是觉得很累...
因为我个人比较难吸收咖啡的功效...
喝了其实还能入睡...哈

今天大概三点多左右..
在"打仗"时来了地震...
这可是我第一次经验...
场面有点震动...
明天应该会更严重...
这一切只是开始...

今天偷偷抽了时间上网...
是时候时候回去加油站了....

留言:谢谢你们的讯息,体谅及加油打气哦^.~你们就是我的精神支柱...我会加油!!!^.~