2day-6/11/08
2day got a friend share a secret wit me...about her background,her personality n family.she say tat she just let 2 ppl noe bout tat..n i feel quite happy tat i am d choosen one..cos she willing to share wit me her story..maybe god choose me to be her listener n share d burden wit her.she say tat a few year ago she just noticed tat she is a adopted child.. the moment of truth happen when her grandpa told her this big secret b4 his last breath..tat she is a adopted child..she really got a big shocked,when she noe the truth..n his grandma keep trying to stop her grandpa from sharing d secret..at last,her grandpa passed away peacefully...she told me tat her parent treat her badly..they did not care bout her..from small until now..her home is just like hell..or maybe can call hotel...a place to sleep...but is not a place to get a piece of love or caring..everyday just go bek..do sum house work..eat sum food..n go bek to room..without havin any chatting or sharing among her parent n her..nowadays,she did not call her parent mum or dad anymore..since she noe tat she is a adopted child n bcos they did not love her...when she trying to noe more about herself..her parent just annoying her n keep silent...they just let her noe tat u ar a baby tat we use money to buy!!!in her mind,tat is alwiz a question mark?????who is my real parent????why they abandoned me???when is my real birthday??? her parents alwiz ask money from her..when they noe tat she get paid for her job...they take all d money n only left rm50 for her...she told me tat she really hate her parents..n wish to move out..cos in her life,tat is no love!!!but hate!!!
when i heard her sharing,tat is a kind of sad n deep feeling inside my heart...cos she need to stay in a bad environment...growing up in such environment...no mother love..a child without love..is just like a heart without breath...n now she stil need to go on tis kind of life...No choice....sometime tis is wat we call life..bside tat ,there is also an anger feeling inside my heart...why her parents can treat her like tis??if they dun love her,why they buy n raise her???why they want to make her suffer???they ar innocent child..parent is d one who should responsible for it...as a parent,they should love n protect their children.. even an adopted child..Adopted child is a human too,they hav feeling too..they are not rubbish..which u can pick n throw anytime u like...sometime human heart is really scary than animal....u really can't imagine it....
some how,she told me tat she can feel n get the kind of family love at church..which make her feel peaceful....church is her new home...although her parent dun love her..there is a person who alwiz love her..he is our god...our god is love,and his love is eternal...anyway,pray tat her realtionship wit her parent will getting better.. n pray tat god blessing will be upon her n her family...
2 comments:
u very funny de loh. ppl ad tell u it is a secret. secret must keep de ma. u pulak post on ur blog and tell every1 who reads it. faint.
haha^^ya is a secret...but nobody noe who is the person...cos i nvr mention the name...is hard to guess..keke..n i will nvr tell anyone...so it means tat i am still keep d secret..hehe..i just wrote it down as a story n sharing..anyway is good to share it in blog...so ppl who read it will noe how lucky they are...^.~
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