AN UNFORGETTABLE FAREWELL GATHERING.....

Now is 19/12/2008,2.11am,2day having a farewell gathering for my friend,Dil, from Nepal.Just reach home,feel really tired cos yesterday just sleep for 4 hour..but still wish to do a posting.2day we depart at 5.30pm...from DP,we walk to Jetty to eat satay celup,then we go to MP book shop to look for some book and notebook,after tat we go Portugis Settlement to take a walk n go to view the decoration for the christmas at there..is really nice n amazing!!!we meet 2 cute santa claus at there....n we took picture wit them...we just keep laughing when we heard they say"ho..ho..ho..merry christmas..."haha...we wish to give surprise to Dil,so we plan to buy a cake for his replacement birthday tat alrdy pass last 2 week..... we reach Italy cake shop at 10.30pm...n tat time they are in process closing their business..but praise to God tat luckily tat lady allow us to go in n buy a cake...but we keep the cake bhind the car when Dil unnoticed...then we go to "Xuan"cafe.At there,we dedicated a birthday song n a wishes to him since he dunno chinese song...he quite surprised n said thx to us.after tat,we gave him another surprise by bring out d cake.tat time,he really feel touching...haha...look like wan to cry out,cos he say is his first time to celebrate birthday like tat...cos in his hometown,they nvr celebrate,just wishing...n he feels so sorry for can't celebrate for me n Tat Li coming birthday...cos he will depart on tis saturday.Anyway i just tell him tat we still can keep in touch n u stil can wish us in d friendster...n he just reply sadly tat he will try....however,2day is really tired,but i am happy...cos we successfully make sumone happy...2day we really hav a great time..just wish to drop a msg to him tat ALL D BEST!!!
Me, Dil,Tat Li n Ah Meng,4 of us....we knowing each other when we work at Bintang,at 2005...when there is a school holiday...3 of them is really a nice guys....i also can't remember how we can being a close friend..maybe we like to chat 2gether when we work 2gether tat time...anyway just wish tat he will safety reach his hometown on saturday n hope tat our friendship will lasting...take care there...^^n dun mizzzzzzzzz us..haha^^

Count down ^^refill coke again....mizz my 5SN..

2day is 1/12...hmm...another 3days will b the end of stpm....alrdy one month i nvr meet my best friend..little dog..haha..cos dun wish to steal her time in tis moment... b4 tis i will b d one to sms her sumtime to keep in touch..but bcos i noe she is taking stpm now..so if nothing important..i will nvr sms her..but tis few day she is d one who sms me first..haha..kind of funny...cos b4 tis if i nvr sms her,then she wil nvr sms me...talk about her,acually a few month b4 tis ..dunno why,when we havin gathering..feel like got distance between us..both of us just keep silent..just chat wit others..maybe tat time both of us also quite busy..less sms n keep in touch wit each other around 1 month..so dunno wat happen around us...look like our friendship started to getting far away...but everytime when i feel it,then i will try to getting closer again to my friend...start to chat again..n sms my friend..cos i dun wish to lost my friend...especially a 7 years best friend which go through hard n rough time..n my action work..we keep in touch again like b4..sharing tears n happiness...^^our friendship is getting closer n closer since we go through many things....can't wait to meet all my" 5sn n 5si family member "haha....we just like one happy family..loving n caring each other...hope it will last 4ever...although sumtime we will havin sum conflict...but wat special wit 5sn n 5si are we alwiz try to apologize n 4give each other...no matter wat..tat is why our friendship are lasting till now....love one another as u love urself..4ive each other as people 4give u...

Can't wait to meet my best friend...Nee n Li Ying too...mizz them dame much....^^hope this coming gathering....Hui Ming n Emelia can join us too....

LOVE..<3..What it mean to you???

2day-6/11/08

2day got a friend share a secret wit me...about her background,her personality n family.she say tat she just let 2 ppl noe bout tat..n i feel quite happy tat i am d choosen one..cos she willing to share wit me her story..maybe god choose me to be her listener n share d burden wit her.she say tat a few year ago she just noticed tat she is a adopted child.. the moment of truth happen when her grandpa told her this big secret b4 his last breath..tat she is a adopted child..she really got a big shocked,when she noe the truth..n his grandma keep trying to stop her grandpa from sharing d secret..at last,her grandpa passed away peacefully...she told me tat her parent treat her badly..they did not care bout her..from small until now..her home is just like hell..or maybe can call hotel...a place to sleep...but is not a place to get a piece of love or caring..everyday just go bek..do sum house work..eat sum food..n go bek to room..without havin any chatting or sharing among her parent n her..nowadays,she did not call her parent mum or dad anymore..since she noe tat she is a adopted child n bcos they did not love her...when she trying to noe more about herself..her parent just annoying her n keep silent...they just let her noe tat u ar a baby tat we use money to buy!!!in her mind,tat is alwiz a question mark?????who is my real parent????why they abandoned me???when is my real birthday??? her parents alwiz ask money from her..when they noe tat she get paid for her job...they take all d money n only left rm50 for her...she told me tat she really hate her parents..n wish to move out..cos in her life,tat is no love!!!but hate!!!

when i heard her sharing,tat is a kind of sad n deep feeling inside my heart...cos she need to stay in a bad environment...growing up in such environment...no mother love..a child without love..is just like a heart without breath...n now she stil need to go on tis kind of life...No choice....sometime tis is wat we call life..bside tat ,there is also an anger feeling inside my heart...why her parents can treat her like tis??if they dun love her,why they buy n raise her???why they want to make her suffer???they ar innocent child..parent is d one who should responsible for it...as a parent,they should love n protect their children.. even an adopted child..Adopted child is a human too,they hav feeling too..they are not rubbish..which u can pick n throw anytime u like...sometime human heart is really scary than animal....u really can't imagine it....

some how,she told me tat she can feel n get the kind of family love at church..which make her feel peaceful....church is her new home...although her parent dun love her..there is a person who alwiz love her..he is our god...our god is love,and his love is eternal...anyway,pray tat her realtionship wit her parent will getting better.. n pray tat god blessing will be upon her n her family...

The Beginning of me...

Today 1/11/08,suddenlly feel want to clean up my home cupboard.when i open it,n i saw all my medal n trophy.Got a trophy i hold it on my hand for a long time..keep looking on it..tat is my first trophy..a trophy tat i get when i standard 5,cos tat is d first time i get number 1 in class.it make me think back my primary memory....n tears started keep rounding inside my eye..primary is unforgettable moment 4 me..too many good n bad memory...stealing,fighting,talkative,exam cheating,joining gangsterlism,playing rubber n stick..all i done b4 at school when primary....quite tomboy acualy when i primary...of cos i done good things also..haha..stil remember i like to buy junk food instead of healthy food..so when i standard 2 i think,i get high fever..104 celcius..dame hot..n my uncle is a doctor,he writes a letter n sent me to hospital melaka..n i stay at there for a few days..one day,when i sleeping on d bed,my mum was not around tat time..a few of indian girl stand in front of my bed,they trying to discuss something..maybe is nurse or doctor..n suddenly they took a pail of water n pour on my body..realy crazy...my shirt n my bed was wet..i feel so cool tat time,n the fan was on the top of my body..my teeth n my body just kept "menggigil"...maybe they trying to save me..the next day,my temperature cool down little bit..n another day my mum brought me to a room without told me anything..a group of nurse trying to inject me..i think they inject me around 8 times to get sum blood from my body..for blood test i think..realy scary n i just keep shouting n crying tat time..haha..but wat open my eye in tat youngest age is they are sum ppl tat pity than me ,they just lay on d bed for their whole day without any movement,most ar malay n sum indian..n i realise tat how lucky i am acualy..so tat time i start to appreaciate my life..so tat is part of my sharing.Now talk about the trophy bek,it is a teacher who burn my spirit out,i started to change myself n study hard..she is my chinese teacher,Zhen Ya He,alrdy 7 years..but i stil remember her name..cos she means a lot to me..long story..but she is d one who cheers me up..n i feel happy tat at last i nvr dissapointed her n make her proud wit me..realy thx to her...Alrdy 7 years i nvr step to my primary school,Pay Fong 2,really miss it..maybe one day i will go bek n visit all my teacher there..wish tat she stil there...