January 2010

Another one more day...
is new year..2010...
Hopefully 2010 will be a good year for everyone..
anyway i do not expect much in 2010...
i just pray tat 2010 will be a peaceful year...
there are many things tat waiting for us...
So we need to be caution and be prepare all d time...

Now talk about January...
there are many actuvities going on...
Beside start to prepare for coming JCN drama...

2jan-8jan=going to Johor Bharu!!!"Self-dicovery church camp"(heard tat JB is a dangerous place,so must be careful),anyway i hope tat i can discover myself in tis camp.

6jan=my "mmu family"shu yin 21st birthday!!!(really sorry for can't attend ur birthday n join our first penang trip,anyway hope u all have a great time there.Our next trip will be organised by me k^.~)

14jan=my "mmu family"Terence 23rd birthday!!!^^

16jan=Going to KL!!!(meet my best friend,dear Alice^^It been one year nvr meet each other,since both of us are busy,at last we can meet up).(If time allow,maybe will have a stay at KL or Genting to meet my Genting buddy n KL buddy)

19jan=My best friend,Ye Lin 21st birthday!!!^.~(Guess that time she will be at UPM campus,let see how...)

25jan=form 5 buddy,Jia Ling 21st birthday!!!^^

28jan=mmu buddy,Brian Ong 22nd birthday!!!^^

Next year January is a very special month...cos there are many special@amazing things going on...but i am quite worried for Jcn Drama,cos this is the first time i wrote the drama scipt,need to help in conduct the drama,need to act too...seriously i start feel bit stress now...cos 6 of feb is coming up...we need to training,setting up back drop,think about clothes n others...time management is really important...~I am still new in acting,still need to keep training n improve...hopefully everythings will going smooth...god bless

伴侣

今天"N"突然传讯息给我...
问了我一些事情...
过后问我和terence之间的关系...
因为他听说我们有密切的关系...
~我们只是很好的朋友...
没有特别的关系...

过后他突然问我...
是否能追求我...
~而我回答他说..我不知该说什么,就让时间决定一切...
今天他开始行动了,一天传了很多封讯息...
只是空谈而已...
早知道我应该...哈哈

Terence今天告诉我..
他和J是不可能的...
因为毕竟是三角恋...
他会选择放弃...
但事情不是他想像得那么简单...
因为女方不会那么容易放手...
已经两次他选择停止...
但过后还是失败...

感情的事情很复杂...
伴侣是一辈子的事情...
不想被这些事情困扰...
就让时间决定一切吧...
因为我也没有特意去想这些...
有了伴侣,很多事情必须作出改变...
我还是比较喜欢自由的单身...
能够去爱身边每一个人...

离别@失去

我曾经想过...
如果有一天我身边某个人突然离我而去...
我会如何....
答案是....我会崩溃...

曾经很傻地去想过...
如果我没用心去交朋友的话...
那有多好...
至少我不会受伤...

曾经想过很遥远的事情...
我会选择自己先离去...
或者看着身边的人一个一个离我而去...
答案是...我做不到选择....

曾经想过...
当一段感情或友情认识到一个阶段的时候...
必须停止深入...
因为我害怕...
~越深入的感情...
会越难维持...

熬夜

昨天又熬夜了...
因为还没赶完部落格...
凌晨六点多才睡...
今天一早八点半就起床了...
因为需准备今天的presentation....

今天表现不太好...
头脑突然一片空白...
之前做好的准备突然忘了...
可能是因为紧张及不够睡眠...

今天的presentation真的很有挑战性...
因为评判会不停攻击及访问问题...
而且他们会特意为难你...
进入十强的组果然真的很强....
朋友说我回答得好...
其实我只想维护我们组的产品...
因为这可是我门的心血...

虽然得不到前三名...
但我们已经尽力了...
所谓尽力就是冠军...

我想这几天都会睡眠不足...
因为大考了...
需要啃书了...

~对了,这是我们的组的部落格,现在将会变成我们的回忆...solartechcompany.blogspot.com

压力与鼓励

现在是凌晨四点了,
我还没睡....
在准备来临星期六将用到的部落格..
刚去了朋友家做星期六presentation的准备...
凌晨三点才回到家...

今天发生了一些不愉快的事情...
进了十强是一件值得愉快的事情..
但也有问题的出现...

今天我们谈了关于星期六的穿着方面...
评判是订了必须穿formal...
而我们听了一些朋友说...
穿着很重要...
最好是一致...
因为会影响整体的分数...

而我们谈了是否需要穿西装...
大家都很矛盾...
因为这只是10分钟的presentation...
另五分钟将是问答题..
但这十五分钟却很贵重...
没有的人...
他们却想办法去买或借....
买一件西装的花费将真的不少...
有些组员的确为了这presentation花了不少钱...时间...精神...

看到每个组员的付出...
的确有点压力...
但这压力慢慢地转变成鼓励...
星期六要好好地加油了....
让这一切都是值得地...

SOMETIME...

Sometime i dunno what i am busy for...
sometime i dunno who i am...
sometime i dunno why should i act on...
sometime i dunno why i can't get the simple happiness...
since when i loss it...
sometime i dunno what should i do...
and what should i say...
sometime i dunno wat should i choose...
sometime i dunno...
why life is like that....
sometime i dunno why the world can be that way...
sometime i dunno why human can be so many type...
sometime i dunno why growing up can make the life so complicated...

That is time that i dunno...
i wish...i know...

Busy+worry...

monday nite get a good news,
my group assignment business plan,
our solar mug product get choosen into top 10,
that mean we will have the changes to present it in this comin saturday noon,
of cos hopefully we can make it into top 3...
our group total have 12 ppl,
yesterday,i and my another 2 friend get voting to bcome presenter on tat day...
acually it bring me abit worried...
i hope that i can present well on tat day...

this coming two week is really busy,
now alrdy start to prepare and training for JCN drama,
will be fall on 6 of february.
i will be act on tis drama...
the character is quite challenging for me...
everytime when i act on drama,
of cos i will feel bit stress...

final exam is around the corner too,
will be start on 19th till 23 disember...
i am so scared that i will not enough time to study well...
anyway keep going n god bless...

Promising

This few days really not enough sleeping time...
time is so pack...
everythings is keep rushing...
This week is dateline for all assignment...

Yesterday just think about JCN drama script...
Just complete it this morning...
Get the idea from youtube...
it will be a touching love story...
share with my friend..
they say quite nice...
but it really required a good actor to bring out the feeling...
but should be no worried...
cos the event will fall on next year,around February or Mac i think...
They just start d preparation earlier...

Coming January sem break...
acually plan to go a church camp"self discovery"at Plentong,Johor,
for 6days..start from 2jan till 8jan 2010...
my friend alrdy reserve a place for me....
cos is limited...

but just get know that it crash with my"mmu family"penang trip plan....
which depart at the same date...2jan
this will be our first trip...
around 5 to 6days too...
at the same time celebrate one of our mmu buddy 21st birthday there...
Just now,few of them look abit angry when they get know i having another alternative...
feel sorry for that..
of cos"family trip",all of us should went 2gether...
cos i also just get know about the detail...
just wish to share with u all...
anyway hard to make decision...
cos of the both promising....
haha..anyway..i alrdy have the answer...